Friday, December 11, 2009

Letting go...

You know... I can’t promise that I will always love you…
But I can promise that I will try my best to. I’ll never give up on you, and I will always be there for you. But... I can’t hold on to something that isn’t there...

Monday, October 5, 2009

Wish i could fly to you

Not a moment has passed without me thinking of you, I miss you so terribly...Everything around me reminds me of you..

It was my sister's birthday today, when i unwrapped the cake and placed candles on it, i missed the time we bought a birthday cake for Meo tgt a cake hse.. My memories then brought me to the nite at 9 balls celebrating Meo's birthday. I missed how i cleaned the cream on your face with a tissue. I missed how i hugged u outside 9 balls. I missed every moments spent with you. I miss you...

It's raining here right now. heavy rain. I wish to hug you so much right now, a long warm hug..a long kiss on your forehead and smell on your hair. if i could hug u again, i nvr want to let go anymore. i hate the distance.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Please dont doubt my love..

My baby,

With all my heart, I beg of you, don't doubt my love.

I know you worry and wonder with whom & where I am,

But I wish my love; you could see just how much I wear my heart on my sleeve....

For you... Only you...

I know I have made some mistakes & know the pain I caused is a burning ache.

But I was a fool and awoke in a pool of my own tears & my heart filled with fears.

I love & I miss you so much...

I can't even think of being with another man, because it tares my heart up.

You are my life now, my constant companion, in heart, thought & mind.

Be easy my lover and trust in love, not in me, but in love, that love will let love be.

There is only perfection in love, no fear, no tears, only hopes, and dreams, for the life we can live.

Don't doubt my love for you,

You are just one man, and you are all the man I need.

You are the one for me.

You were made for me....

Monday, July 27, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

Loved you tonight

You're far far away from me
Don't know much about you
But I like what I see
We don't have to judge each other
We could just be
We could just breathe
Maybe wait and see
But in the meantime

Would you mind if I told you
I loved you tonight
Cuz it seems when you close to me
It's gonna be alright

Would you mind if I told you
I loved you just for tonight
Cuz it seems when you close to me
It's gonna be alright

We've been in love before
haven't we
But past loves like past lives
It seems to me
We don't have to fear this moment
We could go slow
See where this goes
Cuz you never know
But in the meantime

Would you mind if I told you
I loved you tonight
Cuz it seems when you close to me
It's gonna be alright

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Damien Rice - Cannonball

There’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
There’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It’s still a little hard to say what's going on

There’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
There’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can´t say what´s going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to lie
Life, it taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

There’s still a little bit of your song in my ear
There’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can´t see what´s going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So its not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon.

Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage, teach me to be shy
'Cause its not hard to fall,
And I don't want to scare her
Its not hard to fall
And i don't want to lose
Its not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Horoscope compatibility

Hey sweetheart, read this... horoscope compatibility between us from

Capricorn + Cancer

Earth + Water = Mud

There are some major differences between Capricorn and Cancer. Although Cancer is your marital zone, your ruling planets are poles apart in nature. Earth plus water equals mud, which means things can become confusing emotionally. Cancer is warm and demonstrative, but you’re less likely to express your feelings—at least not at the beginning.

Cancer has a far simpler and more intuitive approach to life than you. Their view of life can be summed up in the saying, ‘The best things in life aren’t things.’ This is diametrically opposed to your orientation. You aim for material and financial steadiness, security and achievement.

You both appreciate traditional values, but you see the money and material things as critical ingredients for a happy and well-adjusted family existence. Also, you love money and what it can buy, and tend to identify your emotional wellbeing with what you have. This isn’t so with Cancer.

They will feel nurtured and supported by what you bring to the table in the way of financial resources, but don’t for a minute think that money will ever play a major role in their idea of a successful love life. Cancer is quite happy to make use money, but only as a means to an end.

On some levels, a relationship between you could be one of convenience. Look carefully at the emotional transactions involved in your relationship. A subtle bargaining may be going on in the form of, ‘I’ll do this, if you do that.’ Clearly define what you both expect from your union.

Sexually and emotionally, your Sun signs are at odds: the sensitive and emotional Cancer requires more than your restrained kind of affection knows how to give. It’s not that you won’t; you just don’t know how to. Cancer will need to show you their needs, patiently.

You could make a good team with a Cancerian born between 22 June and 3 July. There’s a kind and sensitive vibration flowing between you which will give you the emotional nourishment you’re looking for in a relationship. This can be a great match, even destined for marriage, if you work your way around the thorny bits early in the piece.

You’ll make friends very easily with Cancerians whose birth date falls between 4 July and 13 July. However, they tend to be volatile, and can quickly get angry if they don’t get their own way. You will probably have numerous clashes of wills with them.

You’ll find yourself in a great platonic friendship with strong spiritual aspirations teaming up with Cancers born between 14 July and 22 July.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Take My Heart

Been quite a long time since my last post which was 2 months ago i guess. Time flies....
i found this song very cute, and i think of u when i listen to it..

This song is for you my dear... love you loads.

Soko - Take My Heart

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Miserable at best

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words are never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Love this - Tegan and Sara

My favourite band Tegan and Sara, they're canadian twins. Very talented, they write they own lyrics, compose own songs. And they sound great during live performance too, this song is called where does the good go. I love this song, n i play it with my guitar most of the time.

"Nineteen" by Tegan and Sara, my favourite song.

Will u do that?

My fren showed me this MV last night. It was so touching and i love the story of this MV. The lyric is sad, and i thought the guy left's actly not... watch til the end! watch it twice if u dun understand the 1st time... very beautiful story and MV and i think you will like it too, so i share it with you..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


If dear really 400kg n 200cm+ tall... this is how it looks like hehe...

Keep me in your heart

A very sweet animation i found on Metacafe. The song is by The Mercury Man "keep me in your heart"

Keep me in your heart
Dont let me slip away
When the morning comes
and those tears wont stop
Please keep me in your heart...

Keep me on your side
When u know sometimes i run
Even when the tears
when they fall from ur eyes
Please keep me on your side...

Monday, January 19, 2009

Wishful Thinking

This song is lovely....

Why does blood turn brown when it dries
Why do the tears well up in your eyes
Why didn't I learn to ride my bike
When it was warm and sunny outside

Why can't little kids tie their shoes
Why can't the white people play the blues
Why can't I fall in love with you
It must be because of the seasons

When the leaves start falling from the trees
When the birds start flirting with the bees
When the wind starts blowing from the East to the West
Maybe you'll be the one that I like best

Clouds start forming I can't complain
'Cause I think we might be in need of some rain
When it starts pouring
Don't hide away without me

I bought an umbrella big enough for two
But it feels pretty empty under here without you
Dry as a bone but I'm still alone
I'm so gray

When you're standing in a puddle with wet feet
And your head is sore from pounding drops of sleet
When the cold and lonely hours put your heart to the test
Maybe I'll be the one that you like best

If the sky can open its eyes
And cry from up above
Let's shed some tears of joy
And fall in love...

Our song

This song always remind me of you...

Especially for you

This is a great song, When God Made You by Newsong feat. Natalie Grant. I made this video for u baby.. hehe

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Do I Think I'm in Love?

Yes I Do. No matter how many times i tell u "i love you!", i never seem fully satisfied knowing there is more to say than just those three words. Everytime I glace at u I crush and wish I could kiss u forgetting that I'm the lucky one to have u. I never want to hang up the phone even if we both pause silently on da phone. How much i wish i could be there for u to take care of u, wipe away ur tears when u're sad, hug u when u need one.

I wish that you were here and I were there, and we were together everywhere! Eventhough we're far away from each other physically, but u never seem to be far away from me. You're in my heart and mind all the times baby. I just cant wait to be with u.

Please promise me to take good care of urself. Love you baby.